Bored outta my mind and thoughts aren't drifiting anywhere other than why can't cleaning get itself done? why oh why? That's right I'm not rich and cannot afford a maid to do it for me, oh well. I guess I better get a nap in before I get back to cleaning and hope my headache goes awaay..

yes oh yes just friggin ranting I guesss. maybe I should have left it for the blog. Oh but wait, isn't that exactly what I am doing at the moment :P

man oh man, I wish that I didn't have this headache or this overall feeling like a stupid truck ran me over. My body aches all over and has been for a few days now. It's not been a pleasant affair.. part of it I know why it is happening but part of it I am not too overly sure why it is so bad this time. I might have to take some more pain killers again.

My mind is still hazy from whatever my body is going through, whatever it is and I do plan on calling the doctors tommorrow to see what is going on.. I still plan on getting myself healthier and more financially stable.

On thinking about this blog and what I want to do with it... It will still be fairly random while I collect my jumbled thoughts together but I really truly think that I can make this thing go somewhere even if it is just ever I that reads back on it from time to time.

I love the freedom that writing gives you and the adventures that reading can take you on. There is no other exception exept I am sure there are some out there..

On another note once I am done watching the last episodes of 24 (from the dvd) and the official movie for it I have decided that I am no longer going to watch any kind of TV or program.... yes I have decided that once it is done I will not watch anything for a whole year.. Try and use this well wasted time on getting motivated to start living my life and start taking control of this mess in my place and use it as an outlet to do other things. Sadly I'm not too sure how well that objective will go as it's next to impossible not to be in a room without a tv these days. Also winter is fast approaching as well... Who knows where this might go... It's just a thought... something that has been crossing my mind more and more lately but only once I am done season I really want to finish will I truly know just how real that thought just might be.

Time for quality of life not just quantity..

Anyone know?

Anyone know any good tips and hints to save up money and get out of debt? How about how to stop procrastinating and getting things done?

I do know one thing at least that I have decided to do and that is I am going to start a daily log of all the things I eat and do in a day... Something to start off.

An operation ME is in progress it seems. I need to get back into shape and need to maybe know how unhealthy I eat and see what I can do to replace these bad habits. I am also going to include how much I spend and where in a day as well but I would love to hear some ideas... that is if there's anyone reading this. Are the crickets still chirping in this corner of web? Are the cobwebs so thick here that no one dares to venture here? Ah well... Who knows? Certainly not I but maybe you?